It have been 3 weeks since I involves in this relationship...I never talked about it openly like this, okay, just to my besties...
I never realised, school closed, away for a week and I've already feel devastated...
Sometimes I asked myself : Do you say yes when he confessed to you because you love him, or because the name BEST FRIEND that you can't reject him...?
thinking of this make me sick, painful...as if I lied to him and myself...
he was so kind-hearted, he loves me for me....and the way I treated him....?
I can't reject him....I'm not strong enough...I just thought : If I say no, can we be friend like we always do?
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